Monday 17 October 2016

LIFE AS I'VE SEEN IT

Hi World

My name is Asisipho Ndyamboti,I am 23 years old and this has been a dream of mine, to one day open a blog of my own. To share my views on different topics, be it fashion,entertainment,news and life itself. As i open myself up to the world I trust that we will all learn a thing or two from this blog and continue to build, empower and grow from each and every post.

The name LEONORIA is a very meaningful,powerful and special name to me. Let me take you guys back. The name belongs to my mother,the WOMAN that gave life to me and throughout my life has been my source of strength,power,support and most importantly LOVE. Zanele being her first name and Leonoria being her second name given to her by her mother (Nozamile Ndyamboti) .Being from South Africa the name holds so much power because back in the day our grandmothers and mothers had to have an english name as South Africa was run by White government now known as the Apartheid era, therefore you had to have an english name. I chose to use her second name as a name for my blog not only for the obvious reasons but because that name to me represented so much Grace, Power, Humility and Love. and for that alone Thank You MAMA, You are a true Queen.

As a child I guess I always knew what i wanted to do, but with life and it's challenges you get into so many differnt directions that you end up loosing your way and in the process loose yourself and identity,direction is something that you will loose but it is important to quickly find yourself,find your path and stick to it and don't let anybody try and tell you otherwise. At times i feel like my mind never goes on shut down mode because I am constantly in my head thinking of different things,now i guess this blog will be my outlet. For the longest time i have always been asked, If you could describe yourself in one word what would it be, And i struggled to answer that, but now at 23 i now know the answer. VISIONARY, thats me. I am a Visionary, i have an active and creative mind, constantly recreating and thinking how I can change X,Y and Z as in literally, lol. I am always in conflict with my brain or should I say myself rather because i'm always in conversation with myself. At times it's very strange because you will be in a room full of people and then you just zone out and start thinking about your life and how you can achieve this and that,how you can rearrange someone's outfit,how you can change the decor in this doctors office that you are sitting in, VISIONARY thats what it is, if its a disease I have self diagnosed my self with it because I suffer from it terribly. I am passionate about the world of etertainment and arts, it moves me in ways that a 9 to 5 (office jobs) can't. It's a fast paced industry and allows your mind to be creative and think on the spot,not the routine work that drains you creatively and clusters your ideas. It's exciting, refreshing in sense that there's always something new everyday. it's basically the Speed of light,changes within a blink of an eye and I love it. It just never get's tiring.

I have been blessed with a mother that loves me enough to support my creative mind and ideas and I guess the reason why so many kids are stuck in our generation is because parents are so obsessed with the idea of a stable job, yes it pays, you get a basic salary every month but are you HAPPY. Are you fulfilled emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Someone probably reading this and thinking well happiness won't pay my bills. Well did you ever think that if i push this a little harder and grow, it might actually pay me one day, if I nature my creativity and be patient I might actually be paid for this, paid for doing something that you love and enjoy. I've always learnt that if you do something you love and are passionate about you will never live to work a day in your life. Every single talent/gift that you have was given to you by GOD, now do you think he would honestly give you something that wouldn't benefit you. God doesn't Bless you and curse you at the same time, he has a purpose for each and everyone of our lives because he took he's time creating us. Nature and protect your dream/creativeness and one day you will to wake up and be thankful that you were patient. Push until the very end, give it your all and stay positive. It's only a matter of time until you start seeing great results, remember its a race to the finish line and that's the only place were you will get your results. Stay in your lane, ALWAYS!!!.

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